He's got a head of rosewood.

on Thursday, March 22, 2012 , 12:24 PM

All the adversity I've had in my life,
all my troubles and obstacles,
have strengthened me...
You may not realize it when it happens,
but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing in the world for you.

Dohh >///<

~Walt Disney

So lately, I've really jumped into fanfiction! I used to love writing it when I was 14 and stupid and wrote those awful awful... self-insertxcanon. Dear god. Forever on my quizilla, I will die with those fanfictions and never let eyes gaze upon them just.. painful ;;

AWKWARD KISS.

I'm working on two at the moment, one is an Itacest, ( I think I already spoke about it but WHATEVER) and it's about the boys being in the world of fashion, having to deal with this and that and Feliciano's desire for his brother, while his brother is unattached to him in any sense... I'm still trying to work out the plot in some spots, since I want it to be well done, and I want to make it as non cliche as possible ffff

My favorite picture I've done so far ; v ; /
I just love Feliciano's face <3

My Spamano is actually an idea I got while riding the train the other day! It's about Antonio meeting Lovino on a train and basically, he tries to see him whenever he rides the train, and eventually tries to become part of his life- UGH I'M TERRIBLE AT DESCRIPTIONS OTL But I'll get it figure out in time @ v @

Besides Fanfiction I've been drawing- non stop may I add- hetaliaxDisney crossover art. It's so cute and so much fun! I love love love Disney and I think it's just the perfect way to learn about how to draw expression, besides a real model. Plus, my heart jerks every time I imagine Feli as Belle and Antonio as Aladdin. Just, beautiful bootiful stuff man!

Now, onto the not so happy stuff- well more like the serious side heh~

> v <

I had a dream last night, that I was with my friends, just hanging out. We were shopping, went to the movies, crushin on boys, going to dance class, messin around and being foolish- It was nice. I feel like I've been having some horrid dreams lately- and when I wake up, I can't for the life of me remember them. We all have secrets, and I feel like one of them is for some reason coming back to me constantly... Well it's not a secret, but it's something I don't tell people because it can cause problems. I'm trying to figure out why it's been bothering me so much but I can't think of any reason why and it's just.. UGH... eating away at me.

Myselfff

Anywhoo, things, for the most part, are very good right now! I've got Italian in about an hour *sobb* which I would like to not go to only because it's almost 5 when I start the class and by then, I just want to stop learning for the day and just do random crapp

TILL NEXT TIME.

Feeling far better today! on Tuesday, March 6, 2012 , 9:56 AM

Her beauty was as remarkable as her power of prophecy...

But a curse, to tell the truth but never be believed.

Zita!!

Ohh yeahh right thereee;;;

Cassandra is the greek goddess of prophecy, having the ability to see what the future holds. It became a curse to her, as he foretold many tragedies in ancient Greece. She refused Apollo's advances and because of this he cursed her, to never be believed by those she told the future to.

Mah feets

I think a lot of people can related to her, as she is basically all of us. As well give others advice, or even tell them what they're doing is wrong, and will hurt them in the end, they don't listen and we can only watch as they slowly fall apart by there own doing. I felt much like Cassandra in high school. My friends were all drinking, doing drugs, sleeping around, at the young age of 14 I mind you, and I was the one who just watched them, constantly telling them to stop and not sink so low.

OF COURSE 2 OF THEM ARE TEEN MOTHERS NOW. I really don't like my old friends...

mechanical work I'll
never finish jdkfl;s

I HATE HANDS.

Here's some advice, and it's free, so take what you can from it! You can't stop stupid people from being stupid. Stupid people, funnily enough, actually like being stupid! If you take away their stupid that they've worked so hard to achieve, they will literally have nothing, so the next time you see someone stupid, before you lend a helping hand, think of my words, and maybe it will stop you from giving too much too soon.

So my portfolio review went well! I've been drawing lots the past few days, after my birthday celebration. Drawing my feet, random shoes, my cats sleeping ajdsklf; my hands (DEAR GOD). I'm really bad at drawing hands it makes me so sad ; v ;

Ehh = = this picture
scares me

I'm going to Central Park tomorrow to do some painting! Got my easel, my paints, I just need to look for my brushes.... if I can't find them then I'm in trouble *Looks at over 20 boxes of unopened items ;;; sobbb

I've got some replies to get to for rp's, so hopefully I'll have enough time for that again! I've been so damn busy I can only rp seldom with people on my AIM, which I do prefer rather than 567890 paragraphs- Though you get a lot more detail and that's always fun!

Urban outfitters!
Got the shorts for $9.99
The sweater for $29.99

Oh oh! I'm going to ATTEMPT to work on some fanfics, right now I'm writing a Itacest one, Lovino and Feliciano are fashion models for Vogue Italia (LOLL IT'S NOT THAT CLICHEE) so I hope it does well! If not, then it's just me having fun with my deep love for fashion <3

Shading with mah fingahs!

So last night, I watched this video called "Waking Sleeping Beauty" which was a documentary about the animators of Disney from about 1987-1992 I believe, and it was just really really inspiring... I think it helped me realize that's what I want to do when I get older, I want more than anything to work in Disney Studio's, making beautifully animated movies and shows for people to enjoy. I've got idea's about my own animated things I want to work on, like Bernard's story and some other separate projects I'd like to do.

I'm going to make a promise to myself, to work hard in college. To draw to my best abilities, make great friends, meet wonderful people and be inspired and creative every day!

I guess I'll really have to wait and see what happens...♥

Ohhh traditional stuffo~! on Friday, December 30, 2011 , 6:09 PM

"If you go looking for death;

You'll be sure to find it."

~Internet story

WIP; My baby cousin Richie-
He fell asleep on me one night
I was like ; ^ ;

So I've been hard at work, with just some like... traditional stuff. Lots of pencil drawings, shading, all that jazz = v= / It's fun! Don't get me wrong, but I seriously miss anime so much. I feel like, once you want to take art seriously, you just have to throw away all that you learned with cartoonish/anime styles. I mean, the eyes, nose, mouth, proportions, poses, bodies etc;

I love it! But... I've had to completely give it up with anime, trying to create my own style that will be acceptable for a portfolio. Easier said than done, seriously. I'm very thankful though, since I think it's really helping me with my ability to shade and draw faces more to scale- whatever scale they be ; 3 ;

Winter Feli *.*.*

Christmas was a lot of fun! I was this big crying baby when everyone said goodbye. I feel like a really lucky person- that I'm this close with my family. More so my Italian side, as we feasted and my great grandmother seemed really happy that we were all there! She made amazing wedding soup and I felt bad I wasn't able to eat more *was so stuffed ~*

1960's doodle I did in art
class ; 3 ;

Then we did Perogies with my grandmothers side, and I ended up hanging out with my 8 year old cousin Emma <3 it's like, no secret, she's my favorite cousin XD She's so cute! And she just like- sticks to me like glue. She tells me she's been looking at my art and wants to add me on facebook and then she asks me to draw her.

Random boy I rushed
through for portfolio day ; 3 ;

I was like sobbing at her cuteness- She just sits there going "Are you done? Can I move my head?" I didn't really need her to sit still for a simple headshot.. But she must have saw it from a movie or something and just sat infront of me for like 20 minutes. We already made a date, that she'll come to the city and I'll take her to the American Girl store and do one of the tea parties~! I'm actually way excited since when I was her age, I did the same thing ; 3 ;

So anyways!!! I've just thrown my art around this page like usual... I'm waiting for my damn check to cash, so I can send out my Christmas cards to my friends. I'm also trying to think of some things I can draw to help out my new dA, more for my anime artwork. thought it best to keep it separate ~

OC Bernard- More
of an anatomy practice

Oh some art things I'm working on! I'd really like to create a design with Baggie-chan so I can put it on an iphone cover and then have a cute personal Iphone case ; v ; And then one for adventure Time and maybe Hetalia.. I'll have to figure it out * v *

Arrivaderci ~!

on Thursday, November 17, 2011 , 1:47 PM

"We're all in the same game,

Just different levels.

Dealing with the same hell,

Just different devils. "

Just a nude reference I found- decided to practice!
Quality is crappy boo

So so... I've been hard at work, trying to figure out just what to draw, what to do for my portfolio... I'm so well aware that anime has no place there... Maybe 1 piece I might put in, just so they know that I enjoy it and that it's something I do like to draw- ehh we'll see = =

My new oc Annabelle
(My disney princess ha)

Regardless! I think I've finally figured out a way to combine both of those likes, and come up with this semi-realism style (or what I'd like to call semi-realism) I plan to do a little more, with proper shading and such, so that it won't seem so dull.

Annabelle's friend Olivier

I've got my drawing class tonight... I really don't want to go, mainly because I don't feel very good, as usual. I think I might make some pasta or something, = 3 =

Oh! So yes Christmas makes me sad.. But I'm a bit excited this year, since I'm hoping to do some Christmas card sending! I'm really hoping to draw something nice that I can send to my family, since we're so far away this year... But then another something lovely for friends <3 I've got a list of 4 lovely people so far, so hopefully I can draw some pretty cards and pretty requests for them ; v ; /

*Runs off*

((new tablet very soon!! Coming free from my school ; v ; ))

Tablet is broken ; ; on Thursday, November 10, 2011 , 9:05 PM

"Obstacles are those frightful things you see, when you take your mind off the goal."

~Henry Ford

random king boy I'm drawing.

I have so much on my mind right now that I can't even begin to explain. Well to sum up my last week or two~
I watched My Sisters Keeper and now am quite depressed..
My opportunity for college 2012 fall is getting slimmer and slimmer.
I joined a forum rp for Hetalia (well not officially, but I'm very excited to chat with some other rpers and just hopefully make a friend or two!)

Fashion sketches I'm going to
water colour soon ; ;

Ahh anything else.. Oh- Tonight I had my drawing class, and right now I'm just doing like.. Griding and re-sizing a picture. It's one of those things, where you're sitting there, looking for mistakes and you find none... Then the second your instructor looks at it, you go "THE CURVE ON THE LIP IS TOO LONG. I DIDN'T ANGLE THE EYE RIGHT. THE NECK SHADING IS REALLY OFF." And of course, you just want to point it all out to the teacher, but he says it instead... Which makes me feel like "Ah I know what I'm doing I'm... just not ... doing it."

$75 ; ; BUT looks so cute~

I'm saving up some of my money from work, so I can buy the Kigurumi Rilakkuma pajama suit * v * I'm so excited to wear it!! It looks so comfy, and it's so cold so I'm going to just like prance around in my bear suit, waving at the children outside. It'll be quite glorious u v u I'm also ordering my Feliciano necklace and Hetalia Season 2 the moment I get my money on my credit card. And I've got work this Saturday so yes excited Momo is excited!

My tablet is dead and gone and I won't be getting one till Christmas (46 more days) so I'm actually really upset about it... I'll be doing some inking and water colouring, but now I can't do my digital stuffs- *Sigh* Oh well..

Felix * v * My Ginger boy~

I have been eating so much pasta lately, since it seems to be the only food that doesn't agitate my stomach too much.. I'm going get new lenses, since mine are almost at the 2 year, and my eyes just get worse and worse. My mom thinks the reason I'm always so sick is because of how much time I spend on the computer... Which I can't argue and say no. It could very well be true! Which would SUCK SUPER BALLS.

Ohh > v < I just read what my Ciel posted for my Kuroshitsuji thing I'm like gahh.. I love it u A u Gotta be one of my favorite rp's yet- I feel like we both do a pretty nice job, since mary sues are just galavanting all over the flippin place~ Plus she's a shotacon so.. It's all good times for me ♥

Alright- You know, it's a bit funny. I came on here, about to express how sad I am at the moment, how lonely I am, and was just going to rabble and ramble this post away... I guess it turned out a little nicer than I'd intended o v o / I'm pretty excited to take on my vacation day tomorrow!

YES. on Wednesday, October 26, 2011 , 8:58 PM

"She dangles from strings

She cries when she sings.."

I finally got off my lazy butt and charged my camera so I could take photos of all the art I'm working on~ Well I shouldn't say art... More like experiments and frustrations I let out on rather expensive paper with fairly expensive utensils.

Maybe I don't suck
after all.. ; v ; /

Ughh studying for SAT's is the pants.... I can't even- I hate it so much. I feel like a freaking moron, since I passed Algebra and Geometry years ago, so now I'm going over it like such a fool. I actually got some of the easiest answers wrong... Anything that's y=3x+1 I'm just sitting here drooling, but the answer is so obvious I want to smack myself!

Wore this to work Saturday.

I'm freaking out over my portfolio too. Seriously, it's going to be all art I drew within a MONTH of submission... I think I have 2 animations and 1 watercolour I'll submit, but that hardly covers the 15-20 I need.

I've started painting flowers though! They're not half bad, and if I can improve slightly, I might put them in my portfolio~ The fushia "rose" type flower is actually out on my lawn, and I was drawing and colouring it as the sun was setting so excuse my terrible shading u v u" the other erm.. White flower- That's from my trip to my buddy from work! She painted this gorgeous picture, while I drew up these little half assed thingers = v ="

All I can say is, I'm happy to be starting my art drawing class next week. I've assigned my mom to be my art teacher for the next month. She's going to give me daily projects. Today's was "Paint the flowers in the front yard" which I did~ SURPRISINGLY.

Well well I've spoke enough.. Just gonna curl up with my Winnie the Pooh book, and get inspired <3 I've been reading far too much Holy Roman Empire x Italy doujinshi, my heart is just broken into little pieces ; ^ ; Had myself a little heart attack when I read in the Wiki "Himaruya is going to give them a happy ending" YEAH BITCH. I'm going to put my monies on it ♥

~

Ugh.... on Monday, October 3, 2011 , 6:32 PM

'Whether the weather be cold,

Or whether the weather be hot,

We'll weather the weather

Whatever the weather,

Whether we like it or not!'

October 1st was a great day... October 3rd?

Not so much.

I've been just moping around the house all day. To go from sun shiny days to dreary rainy and dark days. It's a very difficult change for me. I've felt sick all day (more so than usual) and to top, I'm starving, very tired and more so freezing. It's been around 45-50 degree weather, but in my house, it's even colder. My mothers refusal to use the heater. *Has been bundled up in my pooh bear sweatshirt and favorite sweats.*

The only good that came to me today was the completion of my skirt. I've got my shirt that needs to be done very soon, along with the cape type thinger, to finish my ensemble. I would have liked to work on it tonight but... I feel so drained...

I'm quite frightful for this Winter, which scares me. I love Winter, it's my favorite season. I think it's such a beautiful time of the year, snow being something I find to be lovely. And yet- I'm already feeling hate towards it. I'm even considering attending colleges now in California or Florida, wanting to escape this weather in my future.

I feel so down right now, I want to curl up in my blankets and cry, no reason in particular.

Seriously. This weather has me in shambles...

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Foolish art, Unnecessary photos and silly writings...
This is it's haven u v u
No seriously. Just my personal things
and if I can take nice photos of things
this will be an excuse to show them to
my future self u v u

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